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♥ JOLEEN ♥




♥ I WANTS! ♥


♥ new camera
♥ iphone 4S
♥ Prada Bag
♥ LV Hampstead
♥ Chanel earrings
♥ lunch bag
♥ More heels!
♥ SHED POUNDS!
♥ earn more money
♥ SAVE more money
♥ hopefully to start my driving lessons =/
♥ apply for a flat, i didnt manage to get one months back
♥ Bali trip for me & b
♥ go on another trip w swt again
♥ get another bag for myself
♥ buy more heels!
♥ SAVE.



♥ TUNES ♥



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♥ CREDITS ♥


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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

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Wednesday, 5 March 2008
weak.

i believe i've tried hard enough.
But somehow strength from one party in a relationship is weak.
im tired,
turning weak,
becoming motionless.


when will you ever get to understand what i'm trying to say?
when will you ever notice what changes are happening?
like what i say, im tired,
tired of mentioning what goes wrong all the time.
you are the one who told me to bring it out if i sense something goes wrong,
but at the end of the day,
i'm referred to as finding trouble.


i feel like giving up, seriously,
but it hurts me to just give up this way.
i'm contradicting myself.
i want fun, laughters, love, care, trust
not quarrels, loneliness, dishonesty, hides

love no more,
happiness no more,
laughters no more.
sadness creeps in,
quarrels invaded,
loneliess fights victory.

We are gradually driftly apart.
pulling you back tires me out,
and letting you go bullets my heart.

i want us back,
the old us,
the crappy us.

Giving up is only a few steps away,
and you're the key to how many steps i'll be taking.