♥ new camera
♥ LV Hampstead
♥ Chanel earrings
♥ lunch bag
♥ More heels!
♥ SHED POUNDS!
♥ earn more money
♥ SAVE more money
♥ hopefully to start my driving lessons =/
♥ apply for a flat, i didnt manage to get one months back
♥ Bali trip for me & b
♥ go on another trip w swt again
♥ get another bag for myself
♥ buy more heels!
♥ SAVE.
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Monday, 17 November 2008
RELATIONSHIPS
Now then i realise how brittle a relationship can be.
once a relationship gets "older", things will be similar just like humans getting old.
Movements will start to slow down, emotions and reactions wouldnt be as fast as when it's young. Somehow, this is what im experiencing now.
i know i love him, i know i still want him.
but my mind is pulling me back, telling me he's not worth while, telling me he's just another typical guy that doesnt deserve the kind of attention i put on him.
he needs pushing, he needs reminding and i guess if someone really loves you, there is not a need for all these pushing and reminding.
im tired.
very tired.
Sometimes, i just need him to give me a call and ask "hey baby, what are you doing?" or sms me in the middle of the day saying "i love you and hope i can see you now"
Sometimes, he just totally forget about me.
im sick of getting the routine sms. morning, lunch and night. it's too "scheduled"
i dont think im asking too much, i just dun feel love anymore.
once a relationship gets "older", things will be similar just like humans getting old.
Movements will start to slow down, emotions and reactions wouldnt be as fast as when it's young. Somehow, this is what im experiencing now.
i know i love him, i know i still want him.
but my mind is pulling me back, telling me he's not worth while, telling me he's just another typical guy that doesnt deserve the kind of attention i put on him.
he needs pushing, he needs reminding and i guess if someone really loves you, there is not a need for all these pushing and reminding.
im tired.
very tired.
Sometimes, i just need him to give me a call and ask "hey baby, what are you doing?" or sms me in the middle of the day saying "i love you and hope i can see you now"
Sometimes, he just totally forget about me.
im sick of getting the routine sms. morning, lunch and night. it's too "scheduled"
i dont think im asking too much, i just dun feel love anymore.