If you've noticed, i changed my blog song.
now, it's "When you tell me that you love me" from Westlife.
It's actually not the song that i love but now, i fell in love with it.
It's because `precious sent me this song through the email and insisted that i listen to it, he also ask me to call him after i listen. and guess what he says? " this is what my heart thinks and what i wanted to tell you." Isn;t it sweet to hear in the middle of a stressful day? (:

It has been quite sometime he did something so sweet that it could make me smile.
At times i seriously hate his boyish-ness which is equals to childish to me, but at times his boyish-ness actually made me smiled and i love him even more.
i know you must be thinking that im not making any sense, but seriously love sets you thinking and most of the time, love is complicated and you wouldnt know what you REALLY want. Right?

Dont agree? hmm, i don't give a shit.

So people, think of sometime enough to make the one you love smile.
i guess you'll be smiling even wider when you see the one you love smile, it's a kind of bless.

oh, and i've been re-vamping my "love-board".
the one that i've pasted the picture of me & `precious just right above my bed? yaya! i named it "love-board". i'm trying to make it look even nicer, but it's killing me, why? cos the people in the pictures are already pretty enough for "love-board", so what kind of decorations can make it better? haiz, headache. *alright, alright, don't puke.. NO!* okay la, just joking.

But one thing for sure, a long relationship is seriously darn hard to maintain.
i tried so hard to just regain the sparks, the heart-beating, the fun, but sometimes i fail. Not that he love me no more, just that he love me too much. *hee hee
i guess we've treated each other more like family members (which is no good!)

Well, as long as he sayang me :)