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THINKING OF MY PAST BFS

THINKING OF MY PAST BFS

I was daydreaming one day while doing nothing.
i tot of my ex-es (ex boyfriends), the good and bad times we've been though, things we said and how we eventually broke up.
i had a total of 8 including the current one now and it's a mixture of serious and NOT serious.
at that point of time, i din really know how to distinguish between serious and not serious.
but now, when thinking back, i found that those not serious, when we eventually broke up, i din even shed a tear for them.

come, let's think back (i shall just put the initals of the male lead's name, those who are close to me will definately know who are they (=)

My 初恋, Mr. T*
1. First, which we call 初恋, and the 1st ever relationship that you start to taste and experience all sorts of things for the FIRST time which also determines the kind of future bf you would wanna find and be attached with.
Mr. T* is a very nice guy.
down-to-earth to describe him and the relationship last ALMOST 3 years.
tts considered very long for a 初恋 cos they say 初恋 usually don't last though there are exceptional cases that i've known. He actually changed me and i indeed changed alot because of him. he's someone that you might think that he's not a romantic bf but he's definately the hubby kinda material. i seriously don't remember why we've broken up (cos we actually broke and reconcile ALOT of times) but it maybe becos we're still young at that time and is serious still seeking for fun.
But anyway, he's happily attached to a girl he loves now and he's someone whom i'll remember. (=

Unserious No. 2&3, Mr.*S & Mr. Z*
see, unserious.
seriously i wasn't putting my heart in these 2 relationship at all.
why would i mention both Misters together? cos both relationships last 1 week & 3 days respectively. damn lol right.
and the memories of both wasn't too well.
Mr.*S got himself in deep shit when i knew he actually had a gf already.
Mr.Z* was just too sticky and i couldnt take it but i endured for 3 days! *salute to myself.
i felt rather uncomfortable and soooo not open up when i was dating the 2 of them.
but one of them have became quite a close friend though we had these naive past. ha!

moving on.

Scary Mr.*FC
This one seriously nooooo comment.
close friends of mine will know, scary memories of him.
there's was a period of time i'll shiver whenever i see him.
done with this.


Mr. Bf!
This Mr.Bf! is actually my current `precious boy! (=
we actually was together once, but broken up after a month because of some stupid crap lies he told. he was such a jerk back then.
Super jerky and naughty.
At that time i was only 15 and he was 18.
Spinning around me & my gfs, how bastard can a guy get? ha!

anyway, shall talk about him later on.....

used-to-be music talent Mr. *F
i know Mr.*F when i was in my CCA and this is a damn obvious hint who he is.
i liked him alot and we eventually got together cos i admire how he liked music and how talented he was but still boys are boys, he went astray when mixing around with the wrong friends and eventually he wrecked him own school life and his music talent.
Broke up a number of times but luckily i didn't choose to stick to him as i can see that he's someone with no future aim at all.

Nice Guy Mr. SM

does his name actually tells you tt he's a nice guy? SM?
indeed he's one seriously good guy whom i cant seem to accept.
i wasted 5 years of his life and seriously i freaking gulity.
but can't give in to my gulit and be together with him can i?
i know him thru one of my girlfriend, and since then we became rather close and he has been seriously nice to me.
giving in to me all the time and dun mind being a venting bag for me.
he gets me yummy food in the middle of the night when i have my cravings, pass it thru my window for me and just leave after that.
Accompany me to school and leave after that.
Meet me up for 5 mintues to accompany me opposite to get small stuff.
Talk to me on the phone till wee hours and enjoys my singing.
i tried liking him and i indeed like him but as a friend.
i know i've wasted all his efforts on me but love is love, friendship is friendship, can't be forced.
But i guess he doesn't seem to understand the real meaning of that cos we dun contact now, and he detest my `precious boy and i guess he detest me as well.
Sucks to lose a friend.

Well, what to do? no point dwelling on it..

Uncle Mr.A
uh uh, dun be mistaken that i actually dated an uncle before!
Mr.A is 7 years older than me tts why i describe as uncle.
He's also the eldest bf that i've had.
and being the eldest bf, he's also the MOST dominant one!
and because of this, we ended the relationship after 3 months cos i cannot tahan anymore!
i know him while i was on a vacation job and the job requires us to wear T-shirt and jeans.
and because he's so dominant and fucking protective, he restricted me to wear only T-shirts and jeans even when we're not working! and the t-shirt MUST NOT be V-neck or wadsoever rubbish, and jeans CANNOT be low-cut! Imagine the hell i've been going through!
and because of him, my boss then, transfer me to another outlet cos they dun allow relationships in working environment. lol crap!
now, we totally doesn't contact anymore and i duno how he's doing but bless his current or future gf.

and this sums up my total 8 bfs and im so proud that im still attached to one of the 8. (=
Mr. Bf!
has been with me since 5 years 6 months ago.
and we're still happily attached though there're bound to be quarrels la.
i love him and he loves me (i love you, you love me, we are happy family...~) *ahem
hee hee~!

im done daydreaming.

12:31:00 pm ·