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Wednesday, 28 October 2009

SUDDEN THOUGHTS

SUDDEN THOUGHTS

Many many different thoughts are running through my mind now.

family, friends, relationships, work.

These are all the things that will somehow bother you throughout your own lifetime, and somehow, it's more like a growing up process and i hate it. It makes me feel down, disappointed, lost, stressed up and temperamental!

Family disappoint me.

Making me feel tat family no longer is as important as how i used to think in the past. we used to be gathering very weekend, having fun and laughing over dining table. but now, no more gatherings, no more laughters, just more and more tricks coming up. i seriously hate what i'm looking at now, the whole fucking family is so fucking dispersed! Where are the usual warmth that i feel? Where are the usual laughters that i hear? It's all GONE! Vanish! If i were to really write down EVERY SINGLE thing that i'm unhappy with, i guess, i'll have to use up a week of my time to finish up. but still, i'll still need to finish my piece. PLEASE, you know who you are, just because of your OWN financial problem, doesn't mean you'll have to drag those that love you. Though they might not know what are the tricks you're up to but WE defintely know. But let me tell you, since you're the one who suggested for them to live the rest of their life with you, better dont make them suffer, if not you BOTH will be the one suffering. i share see how good are you at covering up all your evil doings!You BOTH are the ones who ruin EVERYTHING!
i still love all except you know who. i wont allow you to do anything nasty!

Friends drifting

Friends are drifting cause of busy work schedules but still there are some dear ones always by my side (=

i used to have lots of them all around me, chatting on the phone almost everyday. But ever since i've started stepping into the society, leaving school days behind, friends drifted. It's kinda sad to think back in the beginning but now, it doesnt matter. Like people always say, it's better to have a bunch of close ones with you than having those hi-bye friends. i'm really happy to be having the few dear ones to me. they are the ones who seriously will stay beside me in times of happy & sad. They share my joy and sadness. i love them dearly (=

xiaowei, anna, susan, yanshan, pearly, shuhui

Feeling Unsettled

Some things are just so hard to say.

im feeling confused now.

Work is fucked up

Things cant be finished on time, new times comes in again, things started to accumulate. A little understanding would defintely help, but too bad, no such things. The society is harsh, Can do it? go ahead. Cannot?! get lost! In this realistic world, if you cant do it, people are queuing right behind you to fill up yr space immediately. It has how scary people are trying hard just to acheive what they want. It's so scary regarding how they use others as a stepping stone to up higher.


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