♥ new camera
♥ LV Hampstead
♥ Chanel earrings
♥ lunch bag
♥ More heels!
♥ SHED POUNDS!
♥ earn more money
♥ SAVE more money
♥ hopefully to start my driving lessons =/
♥ apply for a flat, i didnt manage to get one months back
♥ Bali trip for me & b
♥ go on another trip w swt again
♥ get another bag for myself
♥ buy more heels!
♥ SAVE.
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Finally got home early and catch "心晴大动员2" after missing 2 episodes when they started season 2 since 2 weeks ago.
This is one of the best reality show i've seen.
i've always got so much thoughts after watching every episode.
Each of the episodes pictures how terrible living conditions are and most of the time, they always have illnesses bugging them.
Today the 3rd episode (in case you didnt catch it) was talking about 2 guys & their dad. they live in those one room kind of flat, with dad having diabetes & pyschological problem since young and both sons having mild pyschological problems which can be controlled by medication.
The 2 sons look normal not as bad as other episodes where you can see their difference through physically. But indeed the elder of the 2 are acting more weirdly.
and so, their mom died when they're like on average 11 and they took long to overcome their saddness as they're very close with their mom and they relied on their mom alot. ever since, the house had turned into a total crap! dirty, unhygienic...etc but the weird thing is that they found almost no roaches in their house. WHY? from most of the episodes we see, roaches were the most famous occupants in houses but why not this particular house?
COS THEY HARDLY HAVE ENOUGH FOOD, NOT TO SAY LEFTOVERS.
is this exaggerating or what? even roaches have found the wrong place to stay in, it will just die of hunger as well. (when they eventually found one, and both hosts and volunteers agreed tt it has stay in the wrong house, lol)
you know seriously, if not for this show, i wouldnt be able to know that there are actually people THIS poor living in spore, not that im well-to-do or looking down on them but rather surprise. i know there are people who are poor but if they didnt go deep in to help them, i wouldnt know that they are living on $360 per month given out by some organizations, deducting electricity bills, house taxes, tv taxes, the left overs are tiny, it can barely feed 3 of them.
so this explains why there are not leftover food as there are NOT EVEN ENOUGH to go around. where are the leftovers?? they even have to store water in the fridge just to fill their tummys when they're hungry!
The most heartbreaking thing is when hosts ask the brothers what are the things they want to eat the most? one said Kuay Chiap, the other Fried Carrot Cake and they haven had it for A YEAR! if we didnt have it for a year, it will be only be bcos we dont feel like eating them or they are too unhealthy and oily la, but they? the reason is simple they cant afford to eat it! so, during lunch, hosts bought them what they wanted and big packet of chicken rice for their dad. the moment the host step in, they ask what the brothers were doing when they went for lunch and they were actually drinking water as they're feeling hungry! they were given the food and at once, their eyes brightened up! they all gobbled down the food.
Like the host said, initally they felt great to see them eating but after awhile, the heart breaking feeling hit and both went out with tears filled in their eyes. ME TOO. this very moment my eyes were wet as well. it was so obvious tt they haven had a filling meal since duno when.
the end was much less the same. helping them revamp their house, clean it up, put in new furnitures and such.
But the main point is we have all seen how they lived and what they have been thru. Ask yourself, will you be able to be as strong as them if once day you were like them. i would most probably kill myself. (okay, a bit stupid.)
It just simply shows us how fortunate we are though we might not be very well-to-do but at least we can get a pack of chicken rice or carrot cake easily. but most of the time we are still unsatisfied (but these are the things that they see as most important). we tend to buy things that we see on impulse (but these are the things that they rather exchange it for food or maybe something even more useful).
my point is, i guess we get things too easily and too for granted.
everytime the after-watching-feeling is always oh "i have to spend wisely, look at these people, im seriously such a spoilt", "no more buying nail polishes or unwanted things, no more resturants...etc", "i wish to help out if i can" but regarding thought 3, mommy was super bad. she said "forget it la, if you go, you see roaches, maybe you still need to ask the ah peh in clutches to help you kill. dont go there and make them even more busy!"
like !!!???!!!
but i really hope to help mah.and i know myself and my bff too well. we indeed have tis kind of feeling-guilty-trying-to-repent-thoughts, but i know WE CAN'T DO IT.
it's just habit of having good things.
hai. God Bless all of them <3
Having no car for the past few days was seriously hell!
`precious just went home after a straight 4 nights stay at my place.
im already starting to miss him sooooo much )=
the days and nights with him has been so much love and fun.
main point main point....
NO CAR for the past few days!
walao, was like living hell la!
i totally don't feel like going anywhere.!
But still have to la cos my `precious doesn't like to stay home.
so today, we took a bus to Jurong Point...
(`precious even told me to take 98 to Jurong Point! hahah! gei kiang!)
it has been i think a few years since `precious actually took a bus.
the look on his face was damn funny when he had to be standing with no seats and looking at him holding on tightly and nearly falling down seriously tickles me la.. hahah!
and one thing i dont know is that Jurong Point had acutally change their bus interchange to air-conditioned ones...!
cannot blame me la, i also very long never take bus to JP liao lor...!
ahhhh...
i'll be so lonely tonight.........
with no one squeezing bed with me, no one to snatch my blanky with me, to one to take out my glasses when i fell asleep, no one to sweep my hair to one side...
hai, as if we are break-ups. choy choy CHOY! (=
i love my ah boy... i love my ah boy... i love my ah boy... i love my ah boy...!
Busy week with many holidays coming up and people are massively clearing their leaves! i guess no one is in the mood to work la.
Poor me, i still got to go back and work today despite it's a saturday! )=
totally zhuo bo lor! duno go back for wad also, totally a waste of time la. i could have spent that time in having more of my beauty sleep! right not?!
whole day, the only "work" that i've done is to ask for courier services!
and the rest of the day? uploading pictures to Facebook, browse SG Bag Rental, blogged, blog-hop etc.. after that lunch and preparing to go home at 3pm when it's raining HEAVILY with a weird uncle who keeps talking to me and sw33t. siao!
Anyway, i finally manage to upload the pictures in this post!
it took me a freaking 3hrs to upload an organise it!! and what time it is now when i'm posting it? 11.02pm! (of course in between took my dinner la)
1.
attended `precious niece shower last week.
a cute and pretty baby girl unlike *ahem... anyways!
we didnt buy any hampers or gift sets but instead me & `precious (or should say i cos he only help to pay and the rest i do! roar!) decided to get her things that we thought that baby Amelia might need and wrap it into a hamper myself (=
si bei wu sim lor..
so, we went hunting for all the things that we need @ Marina Square Kiddy Palace.
we bought, baby towel, nappy rash cream, a shirt, a diaper shorts, baby powder x2, pacifier clip, baby socks x2, baby cap x3 and a toy Minnie Mouse! (=
then proceed to Plaza Singapura to get transparent wrapping paper, ribbon, basket, glitter strips & shredded paper @ Daiso.
went back to `precious home and started wrapping the hamper, placing it nicely in place and trying hard to wrap it up (the transparent wrapper is like A4 size la, so have to join a lot of pieces together! damn pek chek!), while `precious started cooking instant noodles for me!
After i think like an hour, this is the end-product!
okayyy.... i know it's a lil` messy. but the effort is there la!
but dont care la, i think it's damn chio can already.haha! =D
okay, for those who know me well and long, you might know what's going on with me and baby Amelia's mother who's actually `precious 2nd sister.
the atmosphere was rather weird la.
after so much of conflict, she tries to be nice (dont know if it's truthfully or just fake la). but no matter how much she tries, i wouldnt forget what she did to me years back and i dont care what other people or even `precious might think that im being petty, not forgiving etc.. know what? I DONT GIVE A FUCK. you'll never understand what i've been through. the kind of humiliation and hurt, UNLESS you'll wanna try it. but nevertheless, i try to be nice and smile at her as much as i can to save "face" for `precious. if i will have to go further to pai her ma pi or even want me to apologise to her regards to all the past issues, you can just kill me.
But i was rather touched when Anna dear called and ask.
"how are you there? did she do anything to make you unhappy?"
Just simple question but i could feel the care.. *blushing. loves.
2.
The biggest surprise that `precious gave me.
to think that `precious will never be the surprise-surprise kinda boyfriend (in the past he is one lor!), we had some arguements over what he should get for me as my birthday present.
weeks ago, he was already prompting me to think of what i want but seriously i have NOTHING and literally NOTHING on mind.
until the week before my birthday, we went to orchard Paragon & DFS and ended up i was deciding between Gucci Boston bag ($1080) & LV Speedy 30 ($1070). both are good but im still more of a Gucci siao. so after his pestering me with the same qns, "what you want huh be? can tell me?" , i made my choice.
But somehow, 2 days bfore my bday, he suddenly ask if i could choose something else cos he thinks that the bag is way over his budget. and there he goes again, pestering me with the same qns! tell me la, will pek chek anot! at that time, i was REALLY irritated thinking why cant he just figure out what i want and why cant he just decide on what shld he get for me instead of getting answers from me! And the funny thing is that even if he's behaving this way, people are still helping him by sayin cause he's just afraid of buying things that i dont like and so on.... which makes me even MORE angry with him.
so ended up, we both decided on giving me $700 ang bao.
and suddenly he change his mind AGAIN! saying that with $700, he could just get something for me. instantly, i got SOOOO fucked up and i sent him a mega long msg at night(cannot be revealed la), just to fuck him up for being such a jerk and sissy!
what makes me more angry? he didnt even reply! (i was thinking, he's oh-so-DEAD!)
He came fetching me the next day after work for dinner with my family..
suddenly,
he asked "you want your present now or tomorrow?"
damn not looking forward to it
i said "now lor..."
and he gave a me thick ang bao
so i thought, okok confirm $700 liao..
but when i actually opened it, this is wad i get:
a stack of useless leaflet and a Gucci namecard
i was like HUH???
I turned over the card and it written "i cant give you $700 baby, cause im really broke, so sorry. But please open the car boob (he spelled it wrongly!).."
so i instantly went down the car and headed to the boot..
(especially Charmaine, please la her face!)
i would LOVE to have a son like him! he's just too adorable & irresistable!! (=
look @ him, choosing to drink spoon with the ladle instead! haha!
(so big till his nose cant be seen!)
i'm seriously feeling hungry now just by looking at the picture!
this is totally my favorite of favorites!
(i swear i don really like spore's YTF but theirs is totally MARVELLOUS! Why they dont wanna franchise to spore??! i can become their lifetime member! hah!)
bought bottles of coolen for HIS baby and we headed off.
i did my nails while `precious went off for his Thai Massage.
pardon the messy hair and ugly shirt (especially `precious one)
ah! 2 big and 2 small candles! 22!
looking reluctant to cut. hahah!
an ang bao, with $10 (claim to be her "si fang qian" haha!) & a ez-link winnie the pooh sticker (=
sweet thoughts..!
Pink iPod Nano!
while in his car.. hee hee..
massive amount of pictures coming up, beware. haha
so sweet of her (=
