♥ new camera
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♥ Chanel earrings
♥ lunch bag
♥ More heels!
♥ SHED POUNDS!
♥ earn more money
♥ SAVE more money
♥ hopefully to start my driving lessons =/
♥ apply for a flat, i didnt manage to get one months back
♥ Bali trip for me & b
♥ go on another trip w swt again
♥ get another bag for myself
♥ buy more heels!
♥ SAVE.
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This blog is going to be outgrown by spider web! haha.
have been so lazy and busy.
i cant even remember what i've been doing lately to update myself.
but still can recall some
like the few dinners that i had with `precious..
Dinner @ Suntec, Crystal Jade
A damn paisey experience.
The cutting isnt as nice as of what i tot (or maybe im the problem?!).
`precious protested against this dress as he thinks tt it's too low cut!
but indeed it is la. the coverag for the tits, machiam for F cup one la. so damn big lor! so, i was asked to wear a tube, if not im not allowed to wear this dress out. zz.
aiya, whatever la. Since it's so cheap, i don mind just leave it there and not wearing. only $27 plus postage.
i've NOT shop for my CNY yet!!
okay, i guess it's alil` too late to shout out for tis but i seriously haven really started! (if you consider the maxi dress a start).
but, i've booked for my mani & pedi though. haha.
some random pictures after a night out with `precious (=
furry furry mirror (=
Just a dinner and i made him wait for soooo long as well. ha!
and finally (=
i haven been really seeing `precious this week as we've both been so busy.
we hardly get to spend time together )=
if not i'll be working and entertaining my Director who's down in SG or he'll be attending wedding dinners and fixing his car.
so even Sunday was a really short day as we had to visit my GrandGrandma in the afternoon and help out my dad who's busy painting our home and we're left with evening to go out..
so, we HAD to treasure the few lil` hours left..
back to old times dating (like machiam we married for 20 over years)
mine ad his PLUS size noodles.
doesnt have a big difference but the price is $2.50 diff! bo hua! =x
a new umbrella for myself!! (=
Indeed very unusual of me coming online and even blogging at this hour.
Normally what i would do at this time was either i was still at work or i would be lazing around in the living room, lying and nua-ing on my bed with a magazine/book in my hand or sleeping!
i've been seriously deprived of sleep lately which is causing my big fat eye bags and dark dark panda eyes to appear.
i tried getting to bed early but just wouldnt fall asleep right away..
My brain will start to wonder..
Wonder how grand i want my wedding to be (not that i want to marry myself away so eagerly, just thinking of the future)? Wonder how my husband will treat me, if that person was not `precious? Wonder how my child will look like? Wonder what will i be wearing when i grow old? Wonder how useful my kids will be when they grow up?
and at this point, i start to think of myself getting old and sick and eventually i had to be admitted to the hospital with lots of illness tugging me and end up, i'll be holding on to my last breath, saying goodbye to my beloved kids. and main thing is, where will i be after i leave this world?
Since young, whenever i thought of this question, it totally freaks me out. It has been the same even now. it has turned better now as in when young (i dont even know why i will be thinking of this that young) once i thought of it, i'll start crying, but now, it'll only make me fear, no more tears.
I'm wondering what really freaks me and somehow, i come to realise that it's the unknown and uncertainty that really scares me.
Think about it, who will know what happens when we pass away?
who will be coming to pick us the moment we're offically gone?
All these are all unknown and no one has an answer of what will be during after life.
when people can take death lightly and willingly, i cant. im afraid of the unknown and uncertainty.
i guess this applies to how im looking at things in life as well.
for `precious, he tends to take one step at a time, whereas im someone who likes to plan things properly and know what step im taking next.
This is also why we tend to quarrel most of the time as `precious isnt the planning sort of guy.
just want to say all these out.
when i tell people how frightened i feel towards death and after life, i was being mocked at. they cant understand how i feel and what i think.
why am i feeling like such a freak?!
it's almost the end of this week and im still here blogging about last week.
haven been consistently blogging about what has been going on cos sometimes, it's jus so lazy and troublesome! ha!
anyways, met up of some of my girls last week..
1st up was ShuHui, met up with her on a Monday after work.
freaking sweet lil` primary school friend. Will never fail to make me laugh till i peng.
on top of my joke + her craps, we're totally crazy!
hmm, i will defintely treasure her as a friend or say this pri sch friend is hard to come by when you know that i was all coincidence when i knew her (=
the weird thing is, everytime we met up, there was no photos taken!
why is that so?!
maybe we are just too concentrated on our craps and we just literally forgotten that part of the meet up was to camwhore! haha.
but defintely it will be good if we were to be consistent enough to meet up all the time.
Met up @ ION and had dinner there as well.
and just when we were bullshitting halfway, she gave me a present (=
(though late bday present, but still!!)
this was the sling bag she gave me.
After dinner, went to walk around to digest all the food that we've eaten.
crap a lil` in every shop when they have all the utra ugly or stupid stuff.
She accompanied me to DFS and purchase yi yi her birthday gift which was like 7th of Jan.
Bought her a Burberry Card Holder and she loves it (=
Left after that.
really nice to meet up with her once in a while, with so much to talk about (=
and know what?
PEARLY QUEK is back!
Met up with the bitches the next day @ Marina Square, Irish Pub.
Food was rather good and atmosphere was nice as well.
planning for a stayover cum steamboat at my place but has still yet to confirm.
but rather looking forward to it like how they stayed over during those poly days with Becks as companion! haha!
Shall just post one pic, too many and im damn lazy. haha!
has been like damn long since we've got a pic together la!
really miss those poly days when we keep skipping lessons and taking stupid pictures at stupid locations and silly objects! hahah!
all are growing up so fast! )=
hope tt we can meet up sooner before pea goes back during end of Feb (=
first,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI! (07 01 2010)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! (08 01 2010)
Bought daddy for dinner at Bukit Batok and then to IMM to get his present.
he choose a fucking ugly Nike sports shoe which caused me $112! zz
but no choice, he likes... -.-
he doesnt like cakes, so when he went off with mommy 1st, we decided to get his some cupcakes and surprise him when we are going back (=
cupcakes from Crystal Jade.
Looks nice ya? But, taste like shit.
so, as planned, Charmaine went into the house 1st, switch off the lights, AND got scolded as expected! haha! but the moment i walked in with the lit candle and cupcake, he shut.
Can see tt he was damn surprise and touched la. hee hee.
Glad that daddy love the things tt we did, cause somehow, he's one tt doesnt express his feelings.
*oh god, i've been spending so much this month, im dying soon.
After meeting, met up with Anna on sat for coffee.
chatted alot and got to know her recent happenings though we kept in contact most of the time and tries hard to meet up. But it was more exciting listening to her "live". haha!
Sometimes, things are just so unexpected that it can just happen without any warning, and seriously, i miss those double dates that we have been going on. The fun, the laughters and the nonsense. Hai. No choice, cant control much as well.
went to meet `precious @ Marina for dinner.
happy him and happy us (=
Anna went off to meet up with her friends and we went off to Cineleisure and caught our movie as well.
AMAZINGLY NICE.
Seriously, din expect to enjoy this movie so much!
my 1st choice was to watch "The 4th Kind" but all the seats were occupied so had to make do with this. But this movie totally took me by surprise.
it might looked very childish, BUT
i actually looked forward to what will happen next and what will happen to the characters!
shall not elaborate too much.
and guess what? CONFIRM GOT PART 2!
I'm so watching it! (=
So, `precious promised me that we'll be watching "The 4th Kind" no matter what.
so on a Sunday night, he took me to Tiong Bahru plaza to watch it.
and also he bought me falsies again! (=
very nice right! loves it! (=
The movie:
This movie, as advertised, are made from real footages, real encounters and real stories.
The real footages seriously scare the hell out of me and i was confused whether i was watching alien or ghost?!?
i was so into it.
but one thing tt spoils the whole movie, a trio of ah tiongs (china people) behind me, was fucking uncivilised! They talked so loud as if it was their house. They have no backbone to sit properly and fucking keep using their fucking legs to push on our chairs! what is the fucking problem?! dont they have theatres back in China? why they dont know the basic courtesy?
Going to the extend that `precious turn back and tell them off and eventually they changed their seats. FUCKERS! fuck back to China, this is SINGAPORE!
on the way back, i was still so facinated with the movie.
but when i decided to check on if this was real, all i found was that the movie was a fake!
fuck.
totally being fooled by the so-called "real footages", "real stories", "real encounters" !!
totally disappointed.
but i've actually read up on alien abduction even bfore this movie was out.
and it just totally tallys with what the movie describes, saying that abductees normally dont remember that they are being abducted and most of the abductions involves sex! LOL~
Sex with aliens??
and somehow, this is becos aliens are trying to breed a kind of alien+humans species.
but only selected humans.
alien also know how to be picky. hah!
i wanna be oh-so happy!