♥ new camera
♥ LV Hampstead
♥ Chanel earrings
♥ lunch bag
♥ More heels!
♥ SHED POUNDS!
♥ earn more money
♥ SAVE more money
♥ hopefully to start my driving lessons =/
♥ apply for a flat, i didnt manage to get one months back
♥ Bali trip for me & b
♥ go on another trip w swt again
♥ get another bag for myself
♥ buy more heels!
♥ SAVE.
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Saturday, 17 April 2010
GUSH OF DISAPPOINTMENT & DISGUST
GUSH OF DISAPPOINTMENT & DISGUST
Harsh words that are literally coming to my mind now.
I thought things have changed but somehow it was just my one-sided thought that you've changed for the better.
Seriously, each time i tried to place trust on you, you fail me.
You may not realise that i'm trying really hard to give my 100% trust and you might be thinking that "there she goes again, digging things up and making things difficult for me".
Do you even know how much it was to stand up from where you fall again and start all over again?
i've tons of unhappiness that i will want to pour but im tired of typing all out.
After so many years, im really really tired of everything, tired of trying to guess, tired of hearing lies, tired of gettin empty promises, tired of living in fear and more. i dont know why but you just can't give me the kind of security that i want.
it actually a little disgrace when after many years and we still going round the same problems, same topic don't you think so?
i'm on the verge of giving soon and i know you knew it. But you ain't doing anything to show me that this r/s mean something to you.
Does it really have to be this way when a couple gets together for too long?
if this is really the case then even if it's a 6 years r/s, i might as well just give it up if i know that my future with you wouldnt be a blissful one.
i was actually quite sure that you're the one years ago, but as time passes, i started having doubts.
please, show me that my doubts are wrong.
Harsh words that are literally coming to my mind now.
I thought things have changed but somehow it was just my one-sided thought that you've changed for the better.
Seriously, each time i tried to place trust on you, you fail me.
You may not realise that i'm trying really hard to give my 100% trust and you might be thinking that "there she goes again, digging things up and making things difficult for me".
Do you even know how much it was to stand up from where you fall again and start all over again?
i've tons of unhappiness that i will want to pour but im tired of typing all out.
After so many years, im really really tired of everything, tired of trying to guess, tired of hearing lies, tired of gettin empty promises, tired of living in fear and more. i dont know why but you just can't give me the kind of security that i want.
it actually a little disgrace when after many years and we still going round the same problems, same topic don't you think so?
i'm on the verge of giving soon and i know you knew it. But you ain't doing anything to show me that this r/s mean something to you.
Does it really have to be this way when a couple gets together for too long?
if this is really the case then even if it's a 6 years r/s, i might as well just give it up if i know that my future with you wouldnt be a blissful one.
i was actually quite sure that you're the one years ago, but as time passes, i started having doubts.
please, show me that my doubts are wrong.