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♥ apply for a flat, i didnt manage to get one months back
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♥ go on another trip w swt again
♥ get another bag for myself
♥ buy more heels!
♥ SAVE.
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Wednesday, 5 May 2010
`PRECIOUS IS LEAVING SOON!
`PRECIOUS IS LEAVING SOON!
omg, blink of an eye and `precious is leaving is 3 days' time ):
super mixed feeling.
one side of me i doesn't want him to go cos i would be rather lonely, in need of his companion.
the other side of me, i hope that this would be a great test for the both of us to think carefully what the both of us really needs and want.
we've been together for over 6 years and it's time to really set your heart and mind to think.
so maybe this time round, your overseas training trip would be a very good opportunity and i really hope you would make use of this chance to think.
Lately, things wasn't looking really great for the both of us.
i wish that sometimes we would just talk it out but it seems like you ain't willing to.
but i guess communication and honesty is still the most important thing in a couple.
why are we facing so much problem now is probably the lacking of trust and communication if i would say so.
At times, i just feel like giving up, forget about everything and just let go as this is really tiring.
But come to think of it, it wasn't an easy 6 years as well and it would be such a waste to just let it go, but on the same verdict, it cannot be because this is a 6 years relationship and im hanging on hard though deep down i know it's not going to work.
Can you just sense how tiring it is? i wish someone would be there to share this burden as well.
i just came back home from meeting `precious and he surprised me with a bouquet of my favorite flower, Lily on my car seat and also songs that he intentionally played while i get on his car after work.. i know that he's really making an effort and i really love and appreciate what he's doing.
Had dinner at JP and he sent me home aftermath.
a small talk as well in the car before i step into the house.
i think i will miss him lots and im not looking forward to Sunday in any ways.
forget about all these emo-ing shit.
Some fun stuff.
Finally everyone (and i mean including Jianhao and DunLu) met up last Saturday (:
it has been a good 5 years!
chatting away was great with lots of pictures but super lazy to post up!
kbox was first (but mama bee left halfway), then dinner and ended up @ KPO (:
omg, blink of an eye and `precious is leaving is 3 days' time ):
super mixed feeling.
one side of me i doesn't want him to go cos i would be rather lonely, in need of his companion.
the other side of me, i hope that this would be a great test for the both of us to think carefully what the both of us really needs and want.
we've been together for over 6 years and it's time to really set your heart and mind to think.
so maybe this time round, your overseas training trip would be a very good opportunity and i really hope you would make use of this chance to think.
Lately, things wasn't looking really great for the both of us.
i wish that sometimes we would just talk it out but it seems like you ain't willing to.
but i guess communication and honesty is still the most important thing in a couple.
why are we facing so much problem now is probably the lacking of trust and communication if i would say so.
At times, i just feel like giving up, forget about everything and just let go as this is really tiring.
But come to think of it, it wasn't an easy 6 years as well and it would be such a waste to just let it go, but on the same verdict, it cannot be because this is a 6 years relationship and im hanging on hard though deep down i know it's not going to work.
Can you just sense how tiring it is? i wish someone would be there to share this burden as well.
i just came back home from meeting `precious and he surprised me with a bouquet of my favorite flower, Lily on my car seat and also songs that he intentionally played while i get on his car after work.. i know that he's really making an effort and i really love and appreciate what he's doing.
Had dinner at JP and he sent me home aftermath.
a small talk as well in the car before i step into the house.
i think i will miss him lots and im not looking forward to Sunday in any ways.
forget about all these emo-ing shit.
Some fun stuff.
Finally everyone (and i mean including Jianhao and DunLu) met up last Saturday (:
it has been a good 5 years!
chatting away was great with lots of pictures but super lazy to post up!
kbox was first (but mama bee left halfway), then dinner and ended up @ KPO (:
loves.