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Sunday, 9 May 2010
THE VERY FIRST DAY
THE VERY FIRST DAY
Just home after awhile from Mothers' Day dinner with my family. The dinner was great but just feeling something was missing and somehow i knew it was him. yes, my `precious is already at the airport awaiting for his flight to Taiwan @ 2am. he stayed over since Thursday but went back at 3pm this afternoon cos it was Mothers' Day and it would be bad if i insist him on staying with me a couple more hours before he's leaving for his flight. It would be damn un-thoughful of me as well. so, i told him to go back, buy something for his mom, accompany her for a few hours before leaving. If i could and time allows, i would write a short entry everyday, just to countdown the days that he'll be back in my arms again which is the 29th of May. A good 3 weeks separation. It's not as if he has been on an overseas training before. He's been to Brunei fo 2 weeks and Taiwan, the previous time round, for one month plus. so defintely i think this time round shouldnt be much of a problem. (i hope so) it's almost 12am now and in 2hours time, he's offically out of spore and on his way to Taiwan. i thought i was cool and all but now, with the thought of him leaving for the next 3 weeks, a sudden gush of saddness and loneliness came upon me. What's wrong. i thought i was suppose to be happy cause i can go ahead and have fun with my friends when he's not around? even now, my mind is whether he's cold in the airport? if he had bring all his stuff? if he did bring his Body Glide that i gave his to prevent his from getting abrasions? if he will miss me like how i miss him? i guess in most cases, the girlfriends would be jumping for joy as they have FREEDOM! i guess i will be better in a few days' time? or maybe even tomorrow! oh well. what's the point. he will be back on the 29th anyway. take care dear boy. ♥ |