♥ new camera
♥ LV Hampstead
♥ Chanel earrings
♥ lunch bag
♥ More heels!
♥ SHED POUNDS!
♥ earn more money
♥ SAVE more money
♥ hopefully to start my driving lessons =/
♥ apply for a flat, i didnt manage to get one months back
♥ Bali trip for me & b
♥ go on another trip w swt again
♥ get another bag for myself
♥ buy more heels!
♥ SAVE.
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Sunday, 30 November 2008
LATE PIC
Finally i remember to post the pictures that we took like i dun remember whether was it this year or last year. hmm, this shows that the pictures has been REALLY long and know what, i only got it like weeks ago. All thanks to, hmm. you should know who. A N N A. THANKS (:
It was when the few of us went to this chinese orchestra concert hosted by our secondary school.
The night was fun and stuff. Enjoyed it. (:
These suddenly make me think of all those happy times that we enjoyed during our secondary school days. Without nothing to worry, playing all day round. *slap ourselves, at that time, we were still complaining how hard studying was.
How i wish now i could turn back time, do well in my studies, play hard and not to worry about anything. But still, i still have the best ladies around.
anna, who was as crazy as im, always around us whenever we need her.
susan, who was the one that's always bullied by us but totally adorable.
yanshan, who was the one that has been supporting anything when we needed any help.
and of course not forgetting my sweet heart,
xiaowei, though work is making us drifting far, but fret not, you're always on my mind and im looking forward to meeting you up on Tues. (:
LOVE ALL OF THEM.
Thursday, 27 November 2008
MOODLESS
Feeling very mood less.
very vexing as well.
Nothing goes smoothly for me.
My birthday planning is still sucking now.
my relationship sucks as well.
i tot the person that loves you should put everything behind and see you as the most important and he should help you with any difficulties he encounter and leave whatever he's vexing for a little while and help you out first?
But how come my situation is totally different?
He doesn't care about whether my problems are solved when i helped and stand by him when he needed me the most?
How come he doesn't care about my feelings and still accuse me of not sparing a thought for him when he has a problem to solve?
Why he doesn't ask me am i alright or do i need any help automatically when i helped him as much as i could ONCE i heard that he encounters problems?
DOES THAT MEAN THAT HE DOESNT LOVE ME AND IM THE ONE THAT IS LOVING HIM MORE? DOES THAT MEAN THAT HIS HEART IS NOT IN THIS RELATIONSHIP ANYMORE? DOES THAT MEAN THAT IM NOT THE ONE FOR HIM AND HE IS NOT THE ONE FOR ME?
How come i always have this feeling that he dont love me as much i love him?
that he dun care for me like what a boyfriend should do?
how can i make him understand that it all comes from the heart and it shouldnt be ME reminding him ALL THE TIME that he should remember to do this and that?
im very very extremely tired from all these.
im a girl, i also need people to care for me, coax me when i throw tantrums, surprise me once in a while, buy me flowers just to make me laugh, write short notes just to brighten my day. i seriously needed those dosage of happiness as well.
i need somehow to show me his love, give me a hug when i needed it, kiss me when i dun notice in the public, hold me hand anywhere, everywhere.
im feeling more and more distance from him.
dropping tears doesnt seem to help as i've done that too many times.
abusing myself doesn't seem to help either.
someone help me.
dun blame me if i find other solutions to solve, u forced me to.
very vexing as well.
Nothing goes smoothly for me.
My birthday planning is still sucking now.
my relationship sucks as well.
i tot the person that loves you should put everything behind and see you as the most important and he should help you with any difficulties he encounter and leave whatever he's vexing for a little while and help you out first?
But how come my situation is totally different?
He doesn't care about whether my problems are solved when i helped and stand by him when he needed me the most?
How come he doesn't care about my feelings and still accuse me of not sparing a thought for him when he has a problem to solve?
Why he doesn't ask me am i alright or do i need any help automatically when i helped him as much as i could ONCE i heard that he encounters problems?
DOES THAT MEAN THAT HE DOESNT LOVE ME AND IM THE ONE THAT IS LOVING HIM MORE? DOES THAT MEAN THAT HIS HEART IS NOT IN THIS RELATIONSHIP ANYMORE? DOES THAT MEAN THAT IM NOT THE ONE FOR HIM AND HE IS NOT THE ONE FOR ME?
How come i always have this feeling that he dont love me as much i love him?
that he dun care for me like what a boyfriend should do?
how can i make him understand that it all comes from the heart and it shouldnt be ME reminding him ALL THE TIME that he should remember to do this and that?
im very very extremely tired from all these.
im a girl, i also need people to care for me, coax me when i throw tantrums, surprise me once in a while, buy me flowers just to make me laugh, write short notes just to brighten my day. i seriously needed those dosage of happiness as well.
i need somehow to show me his love, give me a hug when i needed it, kiss me when i dun notice in the public, hold me hand anywhere, everywhere.
im feeling more and more distance from him.
dropping tears doesnt seem to help as i've done that too many times.
abusing myself doesn't seem to help either.
someone help me.
dun blame me if i find other solutions to solve, u forced me to.
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
NOT ASLEEP
im still not tired though i got to wake up early for work tmr.
many many things are running through my mine now.
my boyfriend, my friends, my family, my future.
suddenly i've got so much worries.
tried not to think.
Had a not very fulfilling weekend.
went for dinner at night on saturday (as you can see, afternoon is wasted. =x)
den `precious suggested to Mount Faber along with 2 BIG LIGHTBULBS. ha.
the night end well though the day wasnt fully made used of.
went over for my aunt's baby's full month.
the baby had BIG eyes (:
din' stay long and did manage to play with jerrold (:
homed, for steam boat. yum! (:
will be posting the pictures at Mount Faber with the 2 brats as there are LOTS of silly pictures to show and make fun of. But im just too lazy to upload. will upload maybe tmr.
one of my personal favourite though,
many many things are running through my mine now.
my boyfriend, my friends, my family, my future.
suddenly i've got so much worries.
tried not to think.
Had a not very fulfilling weekend.
went for dinner at night on saturday (as you can see, afternoon is wasted. =x)
den `precious suggested to Mount Faber along with 2 BIG LIGHTBULBS. ha.
the night end well though the day wasnt fully made used of.
went over for my aunt's baby's full month.
the baby had BIG eyes (:
din' stay long and did manage to play with jerrold (:
homed, for steam boat. yum! (:
will be posting the pictures at Mount Faber with the 2 brats as there are LOTS of silly pictures to show and make fun of. But im just too lazy to upload. will upload maybe tmr.
one of my personal favourite though,
sweet isnt it (:
nights peeps.
START AFRESH
New skin,
New song.
Hopefully i can start things anew.
Learn to forget:
Forget those who caused unhappiness.
Forget those ungrateful ones.
Forget those who hurt me badly.
Forget those who made me cry hard.
Forget those who caused me sleepless night.
and also learn to cherish:
Cherish those who loves me.
Cherish those right in front of me.
Cherish those who made me smile.
Cherish those who stand by me.
Cherish those listen.
Things WILL start afresh.
Things WILL be better.
Life WILL be happier.
Life WILL be much more quiet.
New song.
Hopefully i can start things anew.
Learn to forget:
Forget those who caused unhappiness.
Forget those ungrateful ones.
Forget those who hurt me badly.
Forget those who made me cry hard.
Forget those who caused me sleepless night.
and also learn to cherish:
Cherish those who loves me.
Cherish those right in front of me.
Cherish those who made me smile.
Cherish those who stand by me.
Cherish those listen.
Things WILL start afresh.
Things WILL be better.
Life WILL be happier.
Life WILL be much more quiet.
Monday, 17 November 2008
RELATIONSHIPS
Now then i realise how brittle a relationship can be.
once a relationship gets "older", things will be similar just like humans getting old.
Movements will start to slow down, emotions and reactions wouldnt be as fast as when it's young. Somehow, this is what im experiencing now.
i know i love him, i know i still want him.
but my mind is pulling me back, telling me he's not worth while, telling me he's just another typical guy that doesnt deserve the kind of attention i put on him.
he needs pushing, he needs reminding and i guess if someone really loves you, there is not a need for all these pushing and reminding.
im tired.
very tired.
Sometimes, i just need him to give me a call and ask "hey baby, what are you doing?" or sms me in the middle of the day saying "i love you and hope i can see you now"
Sometimes, he just totally forget about me.
im sick of getting the routine sms. morning, lunch and night. it's too "scheduled"
i dont think im asking too much, i just dun feel love anymore.
once a relationship gets "older", things will be similar just like humans getting old.
Movements will start to slow down, emotions and reactions wouldnt be as fast as when it's young. Somehow, this is what im experiencing now.
i know i love him, i know i still want him.
but my mind is pulling me back, telling me he's not worth while, telling me he's just another typical guy that doesnt deserve the kind of attention i put on him.
he needs pushing, he needs reminding and i guess if someone really loves you, there is not a need for all these pushing and reminding.
im tired.
very tired.
Sometimes, i just need him to give me a call and ask "hey baby, what are you doing?" or sms me in the middle of the day saying "i love you and hope i can see you now"
Sometimes, he just totally forget about me.
im sick of getting the routine sms. morning, lunch and night. it's too "scheduled"
i dont think im asking too much, i just dun feel love anymore.
Wednesday, 12 November 2008
LONG POST
Applied leave today as i needed to handle some things so take it as a rest for me in the middle of those hectic "projects".
so, had the spare time to blog (after the internet and phone connect turn their backs on me).
oh ya, and i spent the afternoon with my cousin Rebecca (:
Had so much to talk and FORGET to TAKE PICTURE, like AGAIN!
Had a busy weekend.
On saturday, Went over to `precious niece house for her birthday party.
a cute "5" year old she is.
My 5 year old past like many many years ago.. siannnn
She was happy, really happy (:
Had steamboat on Sunday as i was REALLY craving for it.
Yummy! it's opposite Bugis Junction.
see, `precious is so concentrated (:
Monday, meet up with the LADIES!
i love meeting up with them!
Had Pastamania for dinner.
Not enough?
Had fondue for "tea break".
I guess we need some exercise to shed those pounds ya,
so we CAMWHORE!
i love them.
so much to bitch and talk about.
but please girls, let's meet up more.
The times we meet up in a YEAR is super pathetic la!
and you xiaowei, when's your turn?
you're like super busy and our bitching session is postponing further and further back.
NO MORE PATIENCE! cos i MISS you):
and pearly also!
we are just lazy to confirm when the meet up is.
so call me when you see this ya!
YOU BITCH! i love BITCHES (:
so, had the spare time to blog (after the internet and phone connect turn their backs on me).
oh ya, and i spent the afternoon with my cousin Rebecca (:
Had so much to talk and FORGET to TAKE PICTURE, like AGAIN!
Had a busy weekend.
On saturday, Went over to `precious niece house for her birthday party.
a cute "5" year old she is.
My 5 year old past like many many years ago.. siannnn
She was happy, really happy (:
Had steamboat on Sunday as i was REALLY craving for it.
Yummy! it's opposite Bugis Junction.
see, `precious is so concentrated (:
Monday, meet up with the LADIES!
i love meeting up with them!
Had Pastamania for dinner.
Not enough?
Had fondue for "tea break".
I guess we need some exercise to shed those pounds ya,
so we CAMWHORE!
i love them.
so much to bitch and talk about.
but please girls, let's meet up more.
The times we meet up in a YEAR is super pathetic la!
and you xiaowei, when's your turn?
you're like super busy and our bitching session is postponing further and further back.
NO MORE PATIENCE! cos i MISS you):
and pearly also!
we are just lazy to confirm when the meet up is.
so call me when you see this ya!
YOU BITCH! i love BITCHES (:
Saturday, 8 November 2008
NICE MOVIE!
Went watching movie with `precious last night.
Rec is a seriously nice movie.
Should REALLY catch it.
If you miss this, you can catch another one which is totally the same.
The thing that is different is the language. "Quarantine"
"Rec" is in spanish and "Quarantine" is in english but the story is totally the same.
So, go catch it!
Finally finished watching "It started with a kiss 2".
The ending was like awwww....
the show is really nice.
The male and female lead are really loving, i guess this kind of loving-ness can only be seen in shows and stuff. It's kinda impossible in real life isn't it.
these are some of their loving pictures(:
awww...
Rec is a seriously nice movie.
Should REALLY catch it.
If you miss this, you can catch another one which is totally the same.
The thing that is different is the language. "Quarantine"
"Rec" is in spanish and "Quarantine" is in english but the story is totally the same.
So, go catch it!
Finally finished watching "It started with a kiss 2".
The ending was like awwww....
the show is really nice.
The male and female lead are really loving, i guess this kind of loving-ness can only be seen in shows and stuff. It's kinda impossible in real life isn't it.
these are some of their loving pictures(:
awww...
Thursday, 6 November 2008
A FUN-FILLED LAST WEEK
Was so super-duper-mega-extremely busy with work recently.
i'm almost being crashed by all my holiday program preparation.
i've became like SUPER no-life, can you believe that i actually slept at 9pm last night!
arghhhh!
Had great fun last week. ( i know it's kinda late to update.)
went to watch High School Musical 3 with `precious and my 2 brats.
It was like sooooo nice la!
SHOULD WATCH!
but sad thing, `precious SLEPT!
it's a nice show to catch, but if you dont know how to appreciate it den FORGET IT.
im totally in love with the love between Troy and Gabrielle in the movie. so sweet so lovely.
hard to find this kind of love in reality i guess.
i love spending the time with `precious.
Though now we literally have no more place to go but always feel that time is not enough for me and him.
When he was busy fixing his car sometimes, i just
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CAMWHORE!
oh ya, not forgetting tha plush toy that `precious "caught" for me at the machine. *THRILLED!
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we are going for movies tmr!
"REC" hopefully it will be nice (:
i'm almost being crashed by all my holiday program preparation.
i've became like SUPER no-life, can you believe that i actually slept at 9pm last night!
arghhhh!
Had great fun last week. ( i know it's kinda late to update.)
went to watch High School Musical 3 with `precious and my 2 brats.
It was like sooooo nice la!
SHOULD WATCH!
but sad thing, `precious SLEPT!
it's a nice show to catch, but if you dont know how to appreciate it den FORGET IT.
im totally in love with the love between Troy and Gabrielle in the movie. so sweet so lovely.
hard to find this kind of love in reality i guess.
i love spending the time with `precious.
Though now we literally have no more place to go but always feel that time is not enough for me and him.
When he was busy fixing his car sometimes, i just
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CAMWHORE!
oh ya, not forgetting tha plush toy that `precious "caught" for me at the machine. *THRILLED!
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we are going for movies tmr!
"REC" hopefully it will be nice (: