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![]() ♥ new camera ♥ LV Hampstead ♥ Chanel earrings ♥ lunch bag ♥ More heels! ♥ SHED POUNDS! ♥ earn more money ♥ SAVE more money ♥ hopefully to start my driving lessons =/ ♥ apply for a flat, i didnt manage to get one months back ♥ Bali trip for me & b ♥ go on another trip w swt again ♥ get another bag for myself ♥ buy more heels! ♥ SAVE. June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 March 2012 Bituwin -
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Monday, 17 May 2010
11 ♥
11 ♥
As usual, the counting down is STILL going on. 11 more days and `precious will be back. Having the weirdest feeling now, but shall not elaborate further here. i'm super vexed over this weird feeling and it's making me totally emotional. Anyway, was browsing LV's offical website and found that they actually provide complimentary add-on of personalisation when you purchase bag for them. not only so, they get you to have a trial personalising your bag first and i got mine personalised. heehee`
Just being random anyway. has been really long since the whole family went out in this way though HweeYi wasn't able to join us due to her busy work. as much as i hope `precious was there as well. aliciayi came to fetch us for dinner with Jerrod in the car.
Didnt take much picture cos wasnt in the mood to cos `precious was not around. Weekend was so much fun. the Mojo family came to my place for Mahjong! it was a saturday and sweet & i had meeting before meeting them up. after that met them up at my place and found that there was no mahjong tiles! -.- went ard asking and i guess everyone we know knew that we're going to play mahjong but with no mahjong tiles. damn dui lian. Having them around was really really fun! (: we joked and talked and crapped non-stop. love all of them so much especially my sweet! double love!! ♥ ♥ Played till 2am plus and lay flat on the bed aftermath. Mahjong is pretty addictive eh! ha! before i went to bed, i started packing my drawer and found that i have lots of movie tickets that i watch with `precious. it's really ALOT and this is only part of it.. Imagine saving all these money up??? i'll be holding a Prada bag by now. LOL. Not only so, also found lots of old pictures from secondary school days. ahh, memories. thinking back, life was fun (: will be posting some of the pictures up. HAHA Met sweet for lunch the next day (: was actually intending to window shop and not intending to buy ANYTHING. but i ended up with a pair of heels and a top! =x kill me please! (The heels cost me $59.90 from C&K! *faint)
Sunday, 16 May 2010
12 ♥
12 ♥
it's just 12 days and `precious will soon be back. he called the other day and i guess it might be the stress that i've faced at work that day and also just simply i missed him too much, i cried. he's was very worried and i knew that made him ever more eager to come back soon. he has been calling back most of the time telling me what he's doing and all. i really hope during this period of time he really did think about the things between us.
Wednesday, 12 May 2010
17 ♥
17 ♥
i was trying to post an entry using my phone last night, but failed thoroughly. -.- totally cannot post though i wrote a lonnngggg entry. ass. whatever. 17 more days and `precious will be back! hai. still long way to go...... but he did called back now and then to bao ping an (: anyway, went swimming with swe3t and one of my colleague. the swim was good other than body aching all over. ha! guess we didn't had a swim for too long. im lazy to go on, lose motivation. lol`
Monday, 10 May 2010
18 ♥
18 ♥
Counting down to the days that `precious will be back with me. 18 more days and he'll be back w me again (: i shall look forward to everyday receiving his sms and phone calls (: he just called back a good half an hour ago asking if i've reached home? eaten? bathe? seriously when he was in spore, he don't usually ask all these. Somehow it was like a norm that he doesn't even ask. but now, when he's in Taiwan, he will make the effort to msg me and ask how am i doing and if i were happy today (hopefully it will continue everyday as today is only the 1st day). He told me that he has been resting the whole day today but the tough training for them will commence tomorrow. whats worst, he's using a public phone with a prepaid card and everyoneis queuing up for that ONE phone, tts why we cant even talk long even though we bear to spend away the money used for calls. so, i guess it's true that distance do makes heart fonder. just reach home not long ago from Jurong Point. had dinner and a manicure session with swe3t`. her companion was always great and im really glad that happy that we got even closer than we used to in the past. i share all my secrets with her and there's no hidden secrets between the 2 of us (: i guess one real BFF is really considered better as compare to hi and bye. seriously a true friend is really hard to find especially when you start stepping into the working society. if you were to realise, all your close friends are either from Pri sch, sec sch or Poly. it's hard to really find a TRUE friend in a working environment. It's either their are your superior or they are just a subordinate like you but are vying to climb high. COMPETITION is the only thing you can find. i've come across someone whom i tot was one of my "true" friend but it turns out that she was such a disappointment. we've been really really close before but i guess due to changes, our r/s changes as well. if a really good pair of friends are meant to be, regardless of the changes both are going through, there should be any changes to the depth of the friendship. also, irregardless of whatever mistakes a party makes, you're suppose to forgive and forget, be there always. this should make a really good pair of truthful friend. but i guess she'll never realise. but whatever the fuck is, im not gona give a damn. i know i've always got one sweetheart by my side and we've been through all the above. yes, indeed sounds like leibians but who cares (: love her and of cos love `precious too! ♥ swimming tomorrow! yep! (:
Sunday, 9 May 2010
THE VERY FIRST DAY
THE VERY FIRST DAY
Just home after awhile from Mothers' Day dinner with my family. The dinner was great but just feeling something was missing and somehow i knew it was him. yes, my `precious is already at the airport awaiting for his flight to Taiwan @ 2am. he stayed over since Thursday but went back at 3pm this afternoon cos it was Mothers' Day and it would be bad if i insist him on staying with me a couple more hours before he's leaving for his flight. It would be damn un-thoughful of me as well. so, i told him to go back, buy something for his mom, accompany her for a few hours before leaving. If i could and time allows, i would write a short entry everyday, just to countdown the days that he'll be back in my arms again which is the 29th of May. A good 3 weeks separation. It's not as if he has been on an overseas training before. He's been to Brunei fo 2 weeks and Taiwan, the previous time round, for one month plus. so defintely i think this time round shouldnt be much of a problem. (i hope so) it's almost 12am now and in 2hours time, he's offically out of spore and on his way to Taiwan. i thought i was cool and all but now, with the thought of him leaving for the next 3 weeks, a sudden gush of saddness and loneliness came upon me. What's wrong. i thought i was suppose to be happy cause i can go ahead and have fun with my friends when he's not around? even now, my mind is whether he's cold in the airport? if he had bring all his stuff? if he did bring his Body Glide that i gave his to prevent his from getting abrasions? if he will miss me like how i miss him? i guess in most cases, the girlfriends would be jumping for joy as they have FREEDOM! i guess i will be better in a few days' time? or maybe even tomorrow! oh well. what's the point. he will be back on the 29th anyway. take care dear boy. ♥
Wednesday, 5 May 2010
`PRECIOUS IS LEAVING SOON!
`PRECIOUS IS LEAVING SOON!
omg, blink of an eye and `precious is leaving is 3 days' time ): super mixed feeling. one side of me i doesn't want him to go cos i would be rather lonely, in need of his companion. the other side of me, i hope that this would be a great test for the both of us to think carefully what the both of us really needs and want. we've been together for over 6 years and it's time to really set your heart and mind to think. so maybe this time round, your overseas training trip would be a very good opportunity and i really hope you would make use of this chance to think. Lately, things wasn't looking really great for the both of us. i wish that sometimes we would just talk it out but it seems like you ain't willing to. but i guess communication and honesty is still the most important thing in a couple. why are we facing so much problem now is probably the lacking of trust and communication if i would say so. At times, i just feel like giving up, forget about everything and just let go as this is really tiring. But come to think of it, it wasn't an easy 6 years as well and it would be such a waste to just let it go, but on the same verdict, it cannot be because this is a 6 years relationship and im hanging on hard though deep down i know it's not going to work. Can you just sense how tiring it is? i wish someone would be there to share this burden as well. i just came back home from meeting `precious and he surprised me with a bouquet of my favorite flower, Lily on my car seat and also songs that he intentionally played while i get on his car after work.. i know that he's really making an effort and i really love and appreciate what he's doing. Had dinner at JP and he sent me home aftermath. a small talk as well in the car before i step into the house. i think i will miss him lots and im not looking forward to Sunday in any ways. forget about all these emo-ing shit. Some fun stuff. Finally everyone (and i mean including Jianhao and DunLu) met up last Saturday (: it has been a good 5 years! chatting away was great with lots of pictures but super lazy to post up! kbox was first (but mama bee left halfway), then dinner and ended up @ KPO (: loves.
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